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♥Sunday, March 24, 2013♥

Hi. 
Back to blog. 
Few months pass and things change. 
People change.
This few month things have not been going the way I wanted. 
A lot of things is not what I expected and I regret doing some of the stuff. 
If time will to go back things will be different. 
I will not have choose the same thing which is making me suffer now. 
Have been waiting and waiting but things have not been turning out the way it suppose to be. 
Sometimes I do wonder why do I wait? Sometimes I really feel like giving up this relationship.
I am really at the urge of giving up and I am serious but the friends around me kept on asking me to hold on, asking me to wait. 
Yes. I tried my best to understand you from your point of view but I was wondering did you step into my shoe and try to understand how I feel? 
Some of my friends ask me to just shoot him off and be firm but seems like I always give in to him. I don't know why? Perhaps I just can't do that. 
All I can do is just to wait. I don't know what he want and I don't know will I be able to wait. 
Sometimes I really have been thinking to let go and let him go back to his ex and perhaps I should move on to someone who have been always there for me. He seems to be happy with her which make me more like giving up.
I was thinking what if in the end he go back to her and I have waste my time and effort on him. 
I really don't know but I have been trying to avoid thinking about it and trying to enjoy myself but sometimes is just really hard. Seeing my friends so loving and sweet, I will always start to think why does it not happen to me and I will always think about him and miss him. 
I don't know how will things be but I will try to enjoy myself like how I enjoy my trips to Taiwan. 
Being busy is the best way to make me not to think about it. 
I have been in Taiwan for the past 3 weeks and I will say that I have learn alot during the first 2 weeks. The 3rd week was kind of bored for me. We went to sightseeing places which is so damn boring. 
However, overall I enjoyed myself. Manage to make some new friends and all. 
There is still about 3 more weeks to the start of my 3rd year of poly. Hope that I will enjoy my last 3 weeks. 

Signing off,
HUIXIAN.

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