It's mid if January already.
It's so fast. It feels like it was new year ytd.
I got to start studying for real. Can't afford to fail any modules this semester and I don't want too.
I am aiming for at least 3.2. So I can put up my GPA. So aiming for A's and B's, maybe one C. Can't afford to get a D. Really hope that I can do it man. Haiz. Maybe 3.2 is too high, how about a 3 I think is good enough. But hoping to get more A's which I think is impossible.
Just hoping for the best.

Anyway, have to be up early cause have to attend some seminar going on in the scout HQ. Just going there to show face.
After that not sure should I go to school for rehearsal or should I head home?? Will see how late I guess. Or meet the guys that is so into me.

Recently, have been contacting with this guy and I start to find him a little annoying. However, I don't know how to stop a covo with him. In additions, I am just finding someone to text with and he have been the one that kept texting me. So ya. I hope he doesn't get the wrong idea but I think he is. Haiz. I just always meet weird guys and I don't know why?? What's happening man. Seriously.

Okay anyways, I am still trying not to think too much. I miss him and yet I can't contact him. I am just too afraid to do so. Afraid that I might disturb him. Haiz. I really don't know what to do. All I can do is just miss him and keep waiting.
I don't know how long can this last but I am still holding on to it till this point.

Hoping for the best in everything.

Okay. I got to go.
Good bye.