It's mid if January already.
It's so fast. It feels like it was new year ytd.
I got to start studying for real. Can't afford to fail any modules this semester and I don't want too.
I am aiming for at least 3.2. So I can put up my GPA. So aiming for A's and B's, maybe one C. Can't afford to get a D. Really hope that I can do it man. Haiz. Maybe 3.2 is too high, how about a 3 I think is good enough. But hoping to get more A's which I think is impossible.
Just hoping for the best.

Anyway, have to be up early cause have to attend some seminar going on in the scout HQ. Just going there to show face.
After that not sure should I go to school for rehearsal or should I head home?? Will see how late I guess. Or meet the guys that is so into me.

Recently, have been contacting with this guy and I start to find him a little annoying. However, I don't know how to stop a covo with him. In additions, I am just finding someone to text with and he have been the one that kept texting me. So ya. I hope he doesn't get the wrong idea but I think he is. Haiz. I just always meet weird guys and I don't know why?? What's happening man. Seriously.

Okay anyways, I am still trying not to think too much. I miss him and yet I can't contact him. I am just too afraid to do so. Afraid that I might disturb him. Haiz. I really don't know what to do. All I can do is just miss him and keep waiting.
I don't know how long can this last but I am still holding on to it till this point.

Hoping for the best in everything.

Okay. I got to go.
Good bye.

First week of school ended. Got to know my results for common test.
I was pretty much upset with my results.
Didn't do well at all. Out of 3 common test. I failed 2.
I really upset with myself.
I guess I did not work hard enough.
Oh well. Got to see teacher next week.
Shall get over it.

Today I also met someone I have not seen for years.
She was my band mate in secondary and migrated to Australia. She is back for summer holidays.
Got to meet her today and catch up with her. She change a lot and of cos much more pretty than before.
I also got to learn about alot of things about Australia. It's somehow a nice country to live in. A place to get a brand new experience and culture.
Someday I will like to stay there for a few months. Seems pretty interesting. Haha.

It's getting late and got to get up early in the morning. Shall tuck in to my bed now.
Good nights.

Good morning,

Once again back here to blog.

Today is the first day of school after 3 weeks holiday.
I haven been studying for the past 3 weeks.
Suppose to do all the past year paper and stuff but end up none done.
Time past very fast in a blink of the eye, one year past.
A new year a new start.
New friends, new beginning.
For the past 19 years, I have waste my time doing things that are not worth my time but what's important is that we learn something everyday.
There might be days that we are upset but this are just part of life. In the end of day what matters is the process that you have been through. The fun, joy and laughter with friends. The time you spend with your love one's.

Today is the first day of school and I hope everything will be fine. Can't wait to meet my friends to start my day with. Hopefully an enjoyable day ahead.

Hey people,

It has been a long long time since I blog I guess.
A lot of things happened.
There is people who leave there is people who stayed in my life.
I appreciated those that stayed and maybe those that came back.
I never wanted much. All I want is someone to be with. Someone that will be there for me when I needed.
However, that someone is very hard to find. In life we make mistake, no one is perfect. Finding someone that truly love you that can live under one roof with you till you end your this life is just not easy. I never thought that I will find that someone at this age but I am still looking for the one. I thought I can confirm but it's too young to decide everything.
All in all, I am still very great-full to have friends that will be always by my side.
They never fail to supported me and always be there when I needed someone.
It's also very hard such awesome friends and I am really happy that I met them.
I will never ever forget what they have done for me.
For now I will end here as I have car practical in a while.
Good bye.