♥Wednesday, March 4, 2009♥
today morning my mood was ok... but until the lesson start.. i start to get very moody. idk why.. than after school it is more worst. when to band.. and i really dun noe why? i play so damn lousy today. like shit.. i miss quite a number of parts. argh.. ok it is true the percussion play lousy today idk why.. what mr koh say is true.. but i think that the playing today was really bad.. not only percussion the rest of the sections too... and mr koh talk about stands and files. ok fine.. percussion use to have 10 stands. and most of them have markings. only a few dun have.. and so other sections has taken our stand after some performance. and we are left wit 5 stands. as we can't find our stands back as there is no markings.. but the 1 with markings we did not find because most of them are wit us.. and as u noe my sections always leave quite early. so we did not find. but as u noe that there is a marking u should take in the first place. u should be kind enough to help us. as we help alot of things to take care of.. and our SL is always busy with school work and so there is only me there to always help.. i am really breaking down. ana always were come late.. and so it mie and the sec 2 and 3. and i am mostly the 1 teaching them.. i really have too much things to do ok.. i may forget sometimes ok.. but i do so much do the teachers see it.. no.. what can i do.. NTH.. what can i get.. NTH.. so sometimes i really can't take it anymore.. i should not join band.. no is in the first place i should not have go to greenridge.. argh.. not only that i still have council things to do.. so what more u wan.. i am really breaking down.. in front of ur i am trying to happy.. but deep inside me i am not.. and nw i am falling sick.. what else u wan.. i really dun noe wat to say.. my results are oso geting bad.. i really hate it.. there is just no one that can understand mie. argh..
SYIFA BLOG: then mr koh gave comment.i was shocked when mr koh said that our percussion sux.but its partly true as they were totally pampered.and this is when my hot temper came about.they were saying about the stands.so i took a stand randomly.i use it from january till now.suddenly they took away and said its their section stand so what happen is.i just couldn't stand it.i just slam my file down.i shout vulgar words.i even push anybody who just stand in my way.simple speaking i threw everything thats around me.UNREASONABLE is the word.i used the stand for a month and no one claim for the stands.only after mr koh say so than they say no stand and took my stand.OH GREAT girls.i'm sorry to say but you all are last minute peoples.don't grab people stuff last minute when that person used for a long time and you just took it away without even say sorry.oh gosh!selfish is the best to describe ok.don't say that i took your stand because now it's my stand and what right do you have to take my stand.i own it now! and i make sure i take every stand that you took from us.
i'm super pissed off today.i don't care you my best friend or whatsoever but i know you don't even feel guilty when you took stuff that you all don't even wanna find last time.STUPIID! i tell you.JUST BLOODY!i'm not satisfied!why leh?not happy.you come talk to me.i'll get back the stand TOMORROW i tell you.
you don't have stand then go find others larh.BODOH NABEICIBAI!
whatever u wan say.. but in the first place u should not even use our stand.. say us last minute ok fine.. but there is only 1 sec 4 that were always be there to help them i am trying my best to teach them already.. we are not united ok.. ur section very good la.. my section like shit la..
can? happy. just nw wanted to cry but i dun wan my friends to feel sad.. so i tahan until i read ur blog.. i really cried.. i just dun noe what to do nw.. i am lousy ok.. i am a lousy senior ok?
SYIFA BLOG: then mr koh gave comment.i was shocked when mr koh said that our percussion sux.but its partly true as they were totally pampered.and this is when my hot temper came about.they were saying about the stands.so i took a stand randomly.i use it from january till now.suddenly they took away and said its their section stand so what happen is.i just couldn't stand it.i just slam my file down.i shout vulgar words.i even push anybody who just stand in my way.simple speaking i threw everything thats around me.UNREASONABLE is the word.i used the stand for a month and no one claim for the stands.only after mr koh say so than they say no stand and took my stand.OH GREAT girls.i'm sorry to say but you all are last minute peoples.don't grab people stuff last minute when that person used for a long time and you just took it away without even say sorry.oh gosh!selfish is the best to describe ok.don't say that i took your stand because now it's my stand and what right do you have to take my stand.i own it now! and i make sure i take every stand that you took from us.
i'm super pissed off today.i don't care you my best friend or whatsoever but i know you don't even feel guilty when you took stuff that you all don't even wanna find last time.STUPIID! i tell you.JUST BLOODY!i'm not satisfied!why leh?not happy.you come talk to me.i'll get back the stand TOMORROW i tell you.
you don't have stand then go find others larh.BODOH NABEICIBAI!
whatever u wan say.. but in the first place u should not even use our stand.. say us last minute ok fine.. but there is only 1 sec 4 that were always be there to help them i am trying my best to teach them already.. we are not united ok.. ur section very good la.. my section like shit la..
can? happy. just nw wanted to cry but i dun wan my friends to feel sad.. so i tahan until i read ur blog.. i really cried.. i just dun noe what to do nw.. i am lousy ok.. i am a lousy senior ok?
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